It is now May 7th, Sunday, noon. I am alone in the dormitory because L went out to play, P went to the hospital with a fever, and A doesn't know where to go. (I shouldn't describe too much about today's events here, but I don't know how to start, so I will write about what is happening right now. Yesterday was the beginning of summer, time flies so fast, another summer has arrived. I wonder what memories this summer will leave for the future...
Regarding April, it has already been mentioned in the last issue, it was a combination of busy routines and occasional relaxation, seemingly not much different from other ordinary months. Bao went to Shaoxing for a trip, she went alone, and I think it's quite impressive because if I were to travel alone, I would inevitably feel a bit lonely; she took many scenic photos but has no photos of herself, or rather she has them but won't show me qwq. Later, Bao and I had a relatively in-depth conversation about bl and *, but it seemed to be forced to end late at night, and I don't know when we will have the chance to continue...
From the end of April to the beginning of May, specifically during the May Day holiday (4/28~5/2), I experienced something worth recording—I went to the city where Bao studies to find her. Generally speaking, it is difficult for one person to have any connection with a strange city, but a city can mean something completely different just because of one person being there. On April 28th, I arrived. On April 29th, we visited the Xixufu bookstore and the surrounding streets, holding hands for the first time; on April 30th, we strolled around the campus, in a classroom... I gave her two books by Wang Xiaobo; on May 1st, we enjoyed the breeze together at Lake Haitang Park; on May 2nd, I handed her my notebook, and then I returned to school qwq. In short, those days felt like a dream, truly happy. I really like Bao, especially her tea-colored eyes! They are so deep, as if I can see every wave of the sea 🌊 and every galaxy in the universe 🌌. I also want to walk the future path with her. However, the price of happiness is that the days apart are hard to endure. Nevertheless, I must strive to become better, so I am studying hard and starting to go to the gym; I also need to learn to get along well with my emotions, to manage my feelings when I miss her, and not to disturb her too much, because we are both very busy and have our own things to do.
Back to the main topic, the monthly summary is written for myself, and showing it to Bao is just one... emm, a small share, so this issue is not centered around Bao! Just thinking of her makes me feel like I have a lot to say, and it is worth recording. Unknowingly, I have written so much. Although I am still very busy and there are many uncertainties in the future, I actually begin to feel full of anticipation.